Where's The Key?

Sometimes I can't help but think...

Will people still remember me if I'm no longer around?
Have I done anything GOOD enough to occupy a small space in your memory?
Am I a good friend?
Am I a good person?
What am I here for actually?

I seem to have misplaced the key to start my engine recently... and I'm kinda lost~

Life Goes On...

Gonna submit my GPO application on 16 May 2008 - last day of submission for 2008 application. Wonder how is it going to be after that... it's an annual thing, so if I dun get it this year... maybe I can try harder next year~

Well, life goes on... not everything in life can go according to what we want... and this is especially so for the past one year after I'm posted to my new environment. So many changes to adapt, so many mistakes to learn from, so much time spent on work, so many pimples on my face (the worst experience, but now seeing some signs of recovery on the pathetic face), so many projects to juggle with work (no time to attend those meetings and members started to complain about us being "too busy"... but it's a fact) and so many other stuff which I do not want to bore you further~

The whole of April 08 was like going through a black hole for me... yes I do enjoy my birthday celebrations with my pals and going Bangkok for a short trip... but I don't seem to feel any productivity in myself, regardless at work or updating my blog (NIL post for April 08!!). The whole month just brush through like that, and it's scary to know that time is passing too fast. So before I lose myself in time, I wana tell all my friends and loved ones:

"Thanks for being there for me one way or the other"
(aww... so sweet of me right? *haha*)

"Smoking Strictly Prohibited By Law"

I'm not going to ask you guys to quit smoking if you are a smoker... just wana say this to some of the INCONSIDERATE smokers >>>

"Can you PLEASE have some kind of BASIC courtesy NOT to smoke in the lifts?!"

Can't you just wait for a few minutes to light up that "stick" of yours after you get out from the enclosed metal box? Maybe you thought that the smell would not be so obvious if you held that "stick" in between your two fingers at a lower position... but our nose is not as bad as yours... cos it is really very SMELLY and UNHEALTHY!

With the current signboard in the lifts stating "Smoking Strictly Prohibited By Law", it seems useless. I wonder if we could have a more effective way of getting the message through to those smoking blacksheeps... such as installing sum kind of water sprinkler in the lift which will be activated upon the sensoring of smoke. This will definitely help them to wake up their ideas with waters from the top...