I thought I could have an off day this week - on National Day that is... but I was wrong... I had a duty on that ONLY day of the week *sigh* and I am on another duty on Sunday til Monday. Just in case you are wondering about my Saturday, I had to go and settle some work for a few hours too. Yeah... I know I'm lamenting about my work again~ you may skip this post if you want to, but I'll still continue to type *grinz*
Today somebody came over and saw the amount of files in my cupboard - he was shocked! I'm already starting to get immune at the sight of increasing files (mostly passed down by those who had left the team) and it's still on-going. Something is wrong somewhere and nothing is being done. People are leaving one by one (mainly from my team) and the outstanding workload was distributed to the "newbies" like me and other guys. I guess now the amount of files I'm having is comparable to those who had already been working there for more than 3 months - and I'm only one and a half months old.
Seriously speaking, the path is rough~ and I'm still learning the ropes. The good thing is the knowledge and experience. The bad thing is the phone call - which could happen 24/7 anytime, anywhere - and it's eating into my personal life. During a recent dialogue session with the super top management people, this question was posed to all - "What will made you stay?"
My answer: " As long as it doesn't affect the time I have for my family and personal life, I'll stay". The passion is still alive in me~ but the workload is really consuming too much of my time. I guess I should do something about it... and it's either to grit my teeth and force my way through the rough path, or to take the easy way out.
Thinking in process... (as usual)
Oh by the way, that day Zulkifli just asked me when I would post something more lively in my blog. Well, I wanted to... but I can't seem to find any at this point in time. I'm already grateful that I'm still "surviving" *haha* and I'm still smiling to people at work as much as possible (pardon me if I'm pulling a long face k?)
Today somebody came over and saw the amount of files in my cupboard - he was shocked! I'm already starting to get immune at the sight of increasing files (mostly passed down by those who had left the team) and it's still on-going. Something is wrong somewhere and nothing is being done. People are leaving one by one (mainly from my team) and the outstanding workload was distributed to the "newbies" like me and other guys. I guess now the amount of files I'm having is comparable to those who had already been working there for more than 3 months - and I'm only one and a half months old.
Seriously speaking, the path is rough~ and I'm still learning the ropes. The good thing is the knowledge and experience. The bad thing is the phone call - which could happen 24/7 anytime, anywhere - and it's eating into my personal life. During a recent dialogue session with the super top management people, this question was posed to all - "What will made you stay?"
My answer: " As long as it doesn't affect the time I have for my family and personal life, I'll stay". The passion is still alive in me~ but the workload is really consuming too much of my time. I guess I should do something about it... and it's either to grit my teeth and force my way through the rough path, or to take the easy way out.
Thinking in process... (as usual)
Oh by the way, that day Zulkifli just asked me when I would post something more lively in my blog. Well, I wanted to... but I can't seem to find any at this point in time. I'm already grateful that I'm still "surviving" *haha* and I'm still smiling to people at work as much as possible (pardon me if I'm pulling a long face k?)
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