Recently I had been feeling sort of moody~ or should I say troubled actually... definitely not because of relationship, but it's kinda work-related issues.
Mr. V told me he had spoken to the Head about the matter, and to wait for the good news soon.
I didn't get to "see" the good news on 12th Nov 2006, so I called to enquire... and I was told nothing was changed. The status remained the same~ and I felt cheated...
If I was the one who had done wrong, I would gladly accept the verdict. But I dun understand why I must be "punished" when all I did was to follow an instruction given, and I didn't know it was given wrongly in the first place. Furthermore nothing was adversely affected at all during the incident. Why do people end up backstabbing their own colleagues?
Things are starting to piss me off once again~ he kept asking me to be patient. I told him straight that it's easier said than done. The matter had been postponed twice and now I dun even know if the effect will extend til the end of the year.
I'm having a mixture of feelings right now - angry, disappointed, lost, worried... But I know I must remind myself not to think too much about the matter, and I should tune my mood indicator back to "Happy". Well, it's my choice now~ pessimistic vs optimistic. Of cos I'll choose the latter hahaha... I'm good at counselling people you know, so I must show a good example. I just wanted to type my thoughts down today so that I could feel slightly better after sharing.
PS: Please do not ask me to explain further about the matter if you do not understand what I was referring to~ Thanks for reading anyway …
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